ok, this is hard

[00:09.88] What if I woke up, and it hasn't changed?
[00:14.63] What if I wake up, and I'm the same?
[00:19.56] This never happened and I'm ok
[00:23.85] Ok, ok
[00:29.79] My therapist just said that I should have waited
[00:34.73] That nothing is that bad, it's just my what ifs
[00:39.77] I try to do my best and I still get erased
[00:44.67] So I keep to myself and do nothing else
[00:50.25] Nothing else, nothing
[00:55.16] Nothing else
[00:58.10] Ok, this is hard
[01:03.27] How can I possibly be something better now?
[01:08.33] Ok, this is hard
[01:13.20] No drama, please, please
[01:19.16]
[01:27.77] I've always been a really nice person, but who knows?
[01:32.65] I was born with a rage that grew stronger and it floats
[01:37.72] At least I did something with that, and here I am
[01:42.30] Even though I'm all grown up, I don't understand
[01:48.15] My therapist just said that it doesn't matter
[01:53.01] I didn't ask for that, but got it anyway
[01:57.97] I'm never at my best, that shit's overrated
[02:03.11] These things never last, I can't be someone else
[02:08.47] Someone else, someone
[02:13.39] Someone else
[02:16.70] Ok, this is hard
[02:21.57] How can I possibly be something better now?
[02:26.60] Ok, this is hard
[02:31.53] No drama, please, please
[02:36.01] Ok, this is hard
[02:41.11] How can I possibly be something better now?
[02:46.38] Ok, this is hard
[02:51.10] No drama, please, please
[02:56.25] I should be bigger now
[03:01.15] Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
[03:05.95] This should be a good thing now
[03:11.05] Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
[03:15.88] (I should be bigger now)
[03:20.82] (Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
[03:25.72] (This should be a good thing now)
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