Pity

I can't take another pitiful look from you
I nuke my lungs just to siphon disdain
Lately I just can't tell if you care for me
Unless you say that shit is rotting your brain
You must like what's up there or something

Am I the dirt under your nails?
Scrape it out don't bleed
I wanna feel you tear into me
Be honest
Don't you look at me like that
I've seen it before, pity
I'm not a bird to put back in the tree

You never make it easy to rest
I can't turn off my head turn off my head turn out
My eyes are seeping through the floorboards
And you're not here to mop it up

I can't stay I can't even look at you
You've grown up meanwhile I've stayed the same
Lately I just don't see what you saw in me
I'm breaking out cause I'm allergic to change
You must have liked what's up there at some point

Am I the dirt under your nails
Scrape it out don't bleed
I wanna feel you tear into me
Be honest
Don't you look at me like that
I've seen it before, pity
I'm not a bird to put back in the tree

Pity
Pity
I'm not a bird to put back in the tree