all i carry is misery, so don't ask to hang out with me

Is it sickening?
Ooh are you sick of me?
I know I should just stop
Listening
To me, me
But it's conditioning
Instinctively I just want to think
You're not
You're not
You're not into me
You're not into me
It's cool but I don't wanna make this hard
I don't wanna see you go
I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I don't wanna help myself

Shivering
Hold me I'm shivering
I feel so weak my blood is thickening
Are you with
Me?
I don't wanna speak
Is it
Is it bearable?
For you, you'll think that I'm a freak
Am I as terrible as I think?
I get lost easily
It's not your fault
I carry misery
I blamed the last one

It's all on me

It's cool but I don't wanna make this hard
I don't wanna see you go
I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I don't wanna help myself

It's cool but I don't wanna make this hard
I don't wanna see you go
I'm just, I'm just
I'm just passing by
But I still wanna try
You couldn't help me
I don't wanna help myself