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[00:00.04] Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths
[00:03.47] I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live
[00:06.82] All those toxic hate feelings I expressed
[00:09.95] All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets (SGT-HI-C)
[00:19.45] Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud
[00:23.18] (Existence is meaningless to me unless I have you to share it with me)
[00:26.27] Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud
[00:29.36] Sex is like drugs, I don't wanna come down
[00:32.48] Baby, arch your back, I'm finna take you to pound town
[00:35.37] Then you get on top and start slutting me out
[00:38.92] If I knew then everything I know now
[00:42.12] Wasn't about the sex, I just like having you around
[00:45.55] Then we did shrooms, that shit was so far out
[00:48.44] Can you just come through and just hang for a while?
[00:51.58] I was high as fuck just thinkin' bout how
[00:54.65] I would go on tour, wasn't even in your town
[00:57.79] But you still came through, must've drove like a hundred miles
[01:00.62] Just to see me play, but you brought me some loud
[01:04.38] Then you came backstage, I was like, "Oh, wow"
[01:07.43] Was the way you dressed, damn I love your style
[01:10.58] Let me take your waist, wrap my arms around
[01:13.95] Kissin' you on stage, we in front of the whole crowd
[01:17.03] Hopped off the plane, went straight to your house
[01:20.08] And you kissed my neck, and removed your blouse
[01:23.27] Then we fucked all night and you moaned so loud
[01:26.36] Music to my ears, damn I love that sound
[01:29.76] I remember how I felt when I seen your smile
[01:32.86] It was so vibrant
[01:34.66] Got a better way to describe it
[01:36.07] It was like the first breath of a newborn child, or it's first steps
[01:41.13] Not gon' lie, I thought about you having my kid
[01:44.30] I get high, all these thoughts run through my head
[01:47.33] I be having flashbacks to the first time that we met
[01:50.46] First time that we kissed
[01:51.85] Or the first time that you that gave me head
[01:55.29] Or the first time you were laid in my bed
[01:58.63] Then we locked eyes when you laid on my chest
[02:01.72] Pushed you away, I can't say that you left
[02:04.84] But I miss you so much, that's my biggest regret
[02:07.91] And you know the real me, that's what fucks with my head
[02:10.79] Not this rap image I portray for my fans
[02:14.48] I apologize for the things that I said
[02:17.23] Bitch I'd kill to take back all the things that I did
[02:20.64] Back and forth arguing through texts
[02:23.72] I would lie to you about hoes I hit
[02:26.92] How could I forget, I got blackout drunk
[02:30.40] And embarrassed you in front of all of our friends?
[02:33.22] Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths
[02:36.03] I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live
[02:39.48] All those toxic hate feelings I expressed
[02:42.55] All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets
[02:46.22] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[02:47.42] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[02:49.09] Ahh, Ahh
[02:50.79] Ahh, Ahh
[02:52.40] Use to date my mans
[02:53.83] And then you explained how the shit he did cause you so much pain
[02:58.66] Then I treated you the exact same way
[03:01.76] I hurt you so bad, and I'm so ashamed
[03:04.90] I didn't make this song to convince you to come and take me back
[03:09.93] There's no turning back (There's no turning back)
[03:11.48] But I'm missing you
[03:13.18] I miss you so bad
[03:14.56] When I think of you, I just get so sad
[03:17.43] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[03:19.43] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[03:20.75] Ahh, Ahh
[03:22.17] Ahh, Ahh
[03:24.16] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[03:25.59] Ahh, Ahh, Ahh
[03:27.28] Ahh, Ahh
[03:28.94] Ahh, Ahh
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