Only Glow

I walked through an empty un-shaded field
Soaking in everything I hadn't
I walked through an empty house with a clear
State of mind
Moving all of those boxes of mine
From the middle to the back of the bus
Did the vinyl dreams mean all that much
No no no
And I know there's some reprieve for you and me
For you and me
But I think I found some sunshine in your

Glow, glow, glow
Even when the moon is out and this old heart is broke
Never wanna go home, home, home
Cause I just found out you are better off unknown

Holy fucking shit
I might go Rambo Cliff
Oh my fucking god
I won't get over this
I'm a loser not a fish
So no more bait and switch this time around

Cause you burned the bridges
With fire and kindling
And you tried to fix it
With wires and stitches
Now you can't leave the kitchen
Or even do the dishes
And how'd you let it get that bad
I used to give a fuck till you up and left
You left, you left
And how long you been asleep
Its been a few years since the last it seems
It seems, it seems
All along you been stuck in a dream
But your comatose state won't distract me
From now on

Now you only grow, grow, grow
Even though the news came out that you were just a joke
Even when there's snow, snow, snow
We just found out you grow better in the cold
You grow better in the cold

And I hate missing you
I miss you every day
And I hate missing you
And now I don't

Hi sweetheart, it's me, it's uh
Dad, I just wanted to give you a call and see how you were, um
Hopefully I can see you soon and um
Yeah just text me, or, or just a day that you're around I mean you could be
I know this is uh
New Years weekend and stuff I don't know if you're doing anything for that
But uh
I'd just like to see you for a little bit, I miss you
Um, I love you, and I'll talk to you soon
Alright baby, bye