Porch Light

Am I going to be okay?
Haven't felt alive in days
Passing cars on the interstate
Wish I knew which exit to take

Reaching for the wheel again
From the passenger side of the van
Watching me as I age to death
Close my eyes, they're my only canvas

Driving through the pines
Ocean on our side
When will it be time
Head-lights passing through the night

Staying up for state lines
Packed everything, left you behind
Avoiding days that you stayed the same
Either way, I know I'll be okay

Sitting outside
We're still in drive
They leave me a guide
A porch light left on in the night

Is it hard to feel content
With no one in your bed
Would you take everything back
For a change

Does it leave you out of breath
When days are better spent
Would you really sell your soul
For a change

Is this it
I said I would, but I never did
At the end
I'll find the calm, I know where it is

And when we rest our heads
Will you be there?
And when we rest our heads
I know you'll be there