Still

[00:22.14] I don't know how to feel things small
[00:27.38] It's a tidal wave or nothing at all
[00:32.74] I can't believe in heaven now
[00:38.01] It's been hell on Earth for a second
[00:43.27] Okay, you win, I'll end my life
[00:48.72] Drive to the bridge just to overthink it
[00:53.92] I'll never jump, it's a crutch of mine
[00:59.44] Drive to the bridge just to stand there thinking
[01:07.26] My life stands still
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[01:26.07] I need someone who can relate
[01:31.19] 'Cause I lost myself to a dream I had
[01:36.68] And I'd never give it all away
[01:41.72] But I miss feeling like a person
[01:47.32] 'Cause I read those things people have to say
[01:52.78] They make me feel like I'm not a person
[01:57.98] White little pills take it all away
[02:03.40] Drive to the bridge just to stop the thinking
[02:11.20] And I can't stand still
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[02:29.96] Keep thinking 'bout how to fix my life
[02:35.43] I think that "when" is the bigger question
[02:40.67] 'Cause I don't know how I'll feel tonight
[02:46.02] Might make an impulsive decision
[02:51.25] I cut a piece out of my thigh
[02:57.05] Felt my heart go skydiving
[03:01.58] It got me high for a little while
[03:07.47] I still don't know what I was thinking
[03:15.26] I did it still
[03:25.67] Yeah, I did it still
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