Bother

[00:15.44] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.41] My self affliction fades
[00:20.75] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.20] Masochists to which I cater
[00:31.58] You don't need to bother
[00:35.96] I don't need to be
[00:40.88] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:46.54] But once I hold on
[00:49.98] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[00:54.72] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:08.85] If indeed I cared at all
[01:12.56] Never had a voice to protest
[01:19.61] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:25.35] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.25] My flaws are open season
[01:30.73] For this I gave up trying
[01:33.28] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:35.94] You don't need to bother
[01:38.69] I don't need to be
[01:44.62] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:50.34] But once I hold on
[01:53.98] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[01:58.65] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:34.03] A zombie hides my face
[02:39.34] Shell forgotten with its memories
[02:45.08] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:50.25] And you don't need to bother
[02:54.65] I don't need to be
[02:59.17] (I dont need to be)
[03:01.22] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:05.01] But once I hold on
[03:08.81] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:11.94] You don't need to bother
[03:15.96] I don't need to be, yeah
[03:20.12] (I dont need to be)
[03:22.52] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:26.83] But once I hold on
[03:29.51] (Once I hold on)
[03:30.87] I'll never live down my deceits