Trapped [Explicit]

[00:00.23] Victimized, scrutanized
[00:03.46] I am here to survive
[00:06.56] How you live? (trapped)
[00:08.11] How you die? (trapped)
[00:09.79] All the time is what you really feel inside (trapped)
[00:12.93] Insecure (trapped), what you need?
[00:16.12] How you not here to be
[00:19.58] 1 percent or 99, I want it all
[00:23.42] I swear to God, by myself
[00:27.23] Anxiety, anxiousness, misery
[00:32.15] Lose your dreams, lose your mind
[00:35.33] I can travel inside my mind like all the time
[00:38.40] Do what I gotta do to get into your vibe
[00:41.59] No right or wrong been moving when we moving right
[00:44.89] Say my name in the mirror 30 times
[00:47.76] When this song is over, we will lead a normal life
[00:51.86] These eyes, they won't be fake, no
[00:54.83] Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
[00:58.24] Been drivin,' been drinkin'
[01:01.34] Lord help me, this is not right
[01:04.42] State your claims and play your games
[01:07.87] This is no rap embrace
[01:11.09] We just rhyme, press rewind
[01:14.10] Let's replay, and let's get down
[01:17.44] These eyes, they won't be fake, no
[01:20.41] Screwed up, but I'll be gentle
[01:23.77] Been drivin,' been drinkin'
[01:26.96] Lord help me, this is not right
[01:30.07] State your claims and play your games
[01:33.67] This is no rap embrace
[01:36.63] We just rhyme, press rewind
[01:39.70] Let's replay, and let's get down
[01:44.53] Let's get down, let's replay
[01:47.70] Let's get down, let's replay
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[02:04.82] I see happy people
[02:13.83] In the middle of no where I see happy people
[02:39.24] In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
[02:46.54] In the middle of no where I see happy people
[02:52.91] In the middle of no where the bloodsheds thy people
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[03:25.66] I woke up this morning and I asked myself;
[03:28.98] "Is life worth living, should I blast myself?
[03:31.86] And when I'm gone would they remember?"
[03:33.99] Only son of Deborah, born in late December
[03:37.17] Would my women cry for me when they get the news
[03:39.85] That they future baby daddy
[03:41.98] Hanging from a noose
[03:43.54] I don't wanna cry, be a better way
[03:46.42] Don't ever want to see her die, so I found an escape
[03:49.82] Should I leap in head first off the fire escape
[03:53.08] Or should I take the easy way, shoot myself in the face
[03:56.17] I can't really explain
[03:59.14] What got me feelin' this way
[04:02.46] To all my fans, I'm truly sorry that I have to end it
[04:06.25] But keep your minds open, and my verses in your memory
[04:09.34] In disbelieve, at least I made it to a quarter century
[04:12.50] Just tryna give you a good ending for the documentary
[04:16.16] I won't give you reasons why I had to do it
[04:18.82] Just know I'm going through it
[04:21.07] And I really had to do it
[04:22.83] Get it together, fuck is you doin'
[04:29.08] God got my number blocked
[04:30.51] My calls, he never answered
[04:32.64] Who's to blame, myself, the bullet or the handgun
[04:35.42] The night time's the hardest time to be alive
[04:38.01] Only sleepin' with women I love
[04:39.77] I got insomnia
[04:41.46] I got a bad case of 4 A.M. regrets
[04:44.15] You know, like when you can't sleep, layin' in your bed
[04:47.32] Replaying all them things you wish you never did
[04:50.77] Voices in my head, sleep paralysis
[04:53.82] Countin' sheep all week
[04:55.39] I'm half-past dead
[04:57.03] Vision clouded
[04:58.73] Voices, whispers, are they talkin' about me
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