How Do I Feel Alive

[00:01.35] What makes your heart beat fast
[00:03.48] Cause mine's slow
[00:07.09] What makes your mind sharp
[00:09.25] Cause mine's feeling dull
[00:13.04] Well am I just a misfit
[00:16.14] Lost in my own consciousness
[00:18.74] I'll do it for the hell of it
[00:21.94] I don't mind the consequence
[00:25.28] So let me know
[00:27.04] What I'm feeling
[00:28.61] Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[00:31.67] And I can't keep fighting demons
[00:34.53] In my mind
[00:36.82] Yeah, and I'm so numb
[00:38.84] I could walk
[00:40.26] Right through the flame and fire
[00:43.27] Hell is my only desire
[00:46.09] How do I
[00:48.38] How do I feel alive
[01:01.72] Nicotine dreams fill my head
[01:07.53] And all I can think of
[01:09.48] Is one last cigarette
[01:13.18] Alcohol kills anxiety
[01:15.51] But it's the alcohol that's killing me
[01:19.00] I've been dying for a sign
[01:23.86] So let me know
[01:25.33] What I'm feeling
[01:27.06] Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[01:29.92] And I can't keep fighting demons
[01:33.05] In my mind
[01:35.55] And I'm so numb
[01:37.38] I could walk
[01:38.77] Right through the flame and fire
[01:41.76] Hell is my only desire
[01:44.67] How do I
[01:46.96] How do I feel alive
[01:49.28]
[02:10.83] So let me know
[02:12.41] What I'm feeling
[02:13.85] Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[02:16.84] And I can't keep fighting demons
[02:19.78] In my mind
[02:25.25] So let me know
[02:27.09] What I'm feeling
[02:28.52] Cause I'm having trouble breathing
[02:31.48] And I can't keep fighting demons
[02:34.43] In my mind
[02:36.68] And I'm so numb
[02:38.35] I could walk
[02:39.83] Right through the flame and fire
[02:43.07] Hell is my only desire
[02:45.77] How do I
[02:48.25] How do I feel alive
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