Darkest Days

Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggles.
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble.
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways.
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days.
No matter how I feel I always stay strong.
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on.
I verbalize the painful things we find it hard to say.
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days.
It's been a while I'm still a vicious threat.
Dedications embedded I never missed a step.
I blew a kiss at death.
Now go tell a friend or neighbor with my pen
And paper I'm bringing this imminent danger.
Listen. Im asked questions but I can never
Answer this. Why I'm antisocial every chance I get?
My reflection has never been a friend to me.
Alone in my bed so I'm sleeping with the Enemy.
Baffled by frustrations smothered by codependency.
The last two years was nothing but wasted energy. Swept from my feet
I'm fully aware.
Now I don't step into the ring unless I'm mentally prepared.
Aiming guns in the mirror what the fuck am I running.
I made a lot of mistakes but don't regret none of
Them. The truth hurts I can feel it in my stomach.
Some days I want to get high till my miseries refunded.
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggles had to get
Humiliated first before i turned humble.
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways.
I smile at this anguish cuz I seen the darkest days.
No matter how I feel I always stay strong
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on.
I verbalize the painful things we find it hard to say.
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days.
They wanna see me fall
Bet they go tee their fingers crossed.
They call me on my shit but I had the ringer off.
Exact nature
Fuck it I felt rejected.
I'm cool calm collected always been well
Respected. Last November tried to drink away the pain.
Now I pray to god daily as I think of ways to
Change Pure hope is what I'm giving to fiens.
I guess I'm sleep walking now because I'm living my dreams.
Them blows hit my chest like the hardest heart attack.
I ripped my rhyme books up and fucking from
Scratch. Addicted to chaos in many various ways.
Chasing the next high like a nefarious slave.
Heroin abuse with a packed crack stem
There was coke on the table when I'm talking back the
And I can change so any gossip about me I got
Two middle fingers to any faggot that doubts me.
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggles.
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble.
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways.
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days.
No matter how I feel I always stay strong.
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on.
I verbalize the painful things I find it hard to say.
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days.
Character was born survived another tragedy.
That Circle of Destruction I'm climbing out gradually.
I fell hard if she runs in my direction.
I'm a sucker for any girl that shows me some
Attention Thinkin that sex is going to fix my problem.
Abnormal. Back to the basics for the duration.
I can hold a fifth of vodka but not a conversation.
Been afforded opportunities for me to
Practice patience. I had to get clean.
I had to disinfect.
I'm going to say it out loud fuck it I miss my ex.
From the sweat dripping wet and the resentments I
Kept I can feel deaths breath on the back of my next.
I feel ashamed from the promises I break.
Behind the mic show my experience with faith.
Freedom exists and I would touch it if I could.
But why the fuck does this pain gotta feel so good.
Corrupted in the bunker not worthy to feel the Summit.
Accustomed to this Comfort but fuck it you know I love it.
When The Melancholy is prevalent devilish spill malevolence.
No fabricated facts on my journey nor speak embellishments.
Issues surface. What matters are the solutions.
Suffocated in consequences I beg for absolution.
The thoughts never stop
I live in mass confusion.
Can't take just one bitch I shattered of that illusion.
Fuck your life
Fuck your rules
Fuck your everyday struggles.
Had to get humiliated first before I turned humble.
Was friends with the devil but then we parted ways.
I smile at this anguish because I've seen The Darkest Days.
No matter how I feel I always stay strong.
I conquer any challenge I accept and take on.
I verbalize the painful things I find it hard to say.
I smile at this anguish cuz I've seen the darkest days.