My Thoughts Are Not My Own

I knew it was wrong
But I had to do it anyway
You can't listen with your mouth open
I won't let anybody stand in my way

I am not my thoughts
My thoughts are not my own
Yet I follow them blind into the unknown

I'm not gonna change
The only way out is through
I'm not gonna change
Into you

I know you want me too

I need to reflect
'Cause I'm a target to a memory
But my past is not my definition
I'm on the threshold of my adversity an epiphany

I'm afraid to think
So I can only feel
When you give it away
The absence is real

I'm not gonna change
The only way out is through
I'm not gonna change
Into you

I know you want me too

I knew it was wrong
But I had to do it anyway
I've got venom and imagination
I only # bloody standing my way

This is now my truth
It had send defined
So it's not your fault
I followed you blind