endless struggle
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โฑ๏ธ 4:25 duration
๐ ID: 15720023
๐ Lyrics
This is my home.
Flowers, I'll grow.
Growing from weakness of the unknown.
Hide all your fears.
Don't show your tears.
Stop this, you've done this for years.
One more mistake made again.
It's my fault so I must
take the punishment's pain
Again.
Can I turn this useless and worthless,
weak and incompetent body of mine
into the strength that I want
So I can be useful and skillful
to my savior and the believers
so I can prove that there is no
such thing as "the weaker half"?
But then I met you
(but then I met you)
A light that's so new
(a light that's so new)
And somehow you knew
(and somehow you knew)
You easily saw through
(you easily saw through)
The lies I've held true
(the lies I've held true)
But still, I have to listen and obey
to make sure you stay safe.
How can I hope
when I know I'm so pitiful?
Far from light, I'm consumed
by my dark and cold endless struggle.
Now the dreams I had grow further
from my reach as all my burdens
increase, showing I'm not worthy
of a life that's warm and kind
and free of misery after all.
Stronger and stronger I must fight
to conquer and destroy all the
fools that dare get in my way
Pathetic and worthless I'll
curse all these torments.
I'll rid of the me that is weak.
From the struggle and the shadows,
I will learn to rise again.
You betrayed me, hurt
me, left me.
(It hurts)
Broke your promise to
protect me.
(It burns)
Turned your back when I had pleaded on.
I know I'm useless and worthless.
I don't deserve kindness but still, I
can't help but keep hoping that one day
I'll leave here and learn how to be free
and live life like how it should be.
Flowers, I'll grow.
Growing from weakness of the unknown.
Hide all your fears.
Don't show your tears.
Stop this, you've done this for years.
One more mistake made again.
It's my fault so I must
take the punishment's pain
Again.
Can I turn this useless and worthless,
weak and incompetent body of mine
into the strength that I want
So I can be useful and skillful
to my savior and the believers
so I can prove that there is no
such thing as "the weaker half"?
But then I met you
(but then I met you)
A light that's so new
(a light that's so new)
And somehow you knew
(and somehow you knew)
You easily saw through
(you easily saw through)
The lies I've held true
(the lies I've held true)
But still, I have to listen and obey
to make sure you stay safe.
How can I hope
when I know I'm so pitiful?
Far from light, I'm consumed
by my dark and cold endless struggle.
Now the dreams I had grow further
from my reach as all my burdens
increase, showing I'm not worthy
of a life that's warm and kind
and free of misery after all.
Stronger and stronger I must fight
to conquer and destroy all the
fools that dare get in my way
Pathetic and worthless I'll
curse all these torments.
I'll rid of the me that is weak.
From the struggle and the shadows,
I will learn to rise again.
You betrayed me, hurt
me, left me.
(It hurts)
Broke your promise to
protect me.
(It burns)
Turned your back when I had pleaded on.
I know I'm useless and worthless.
I don't deserve kindness but still, I
can't help but keep hoping that one day
I'll leave here and learn how to be free
and live life like how it should be.
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:25.16] This is my home.
[00:29.05] Flowers, I'll grow.
[00:32.13] Growing from weakness of the unknown.
[00:37.74] Hide all your fears.
[00:40.50] Don't show your tears.
[00:43.78] Stop this, you've done this for years.
[00:46.94] One more mistake made again.
[00:57.59] It's my fault so I must
[01:02.73] Take the punishment's pain
[01:05.68] Again.
[01:08.51] Can I turn this useless and worthless,
[01:12.86] Weak and incompetent body of mine
[01:15.95] Into the strength that I want
[01:18.26] So I can be useful and skillful
[01:20.82] To my savior and the believers
[01:23.45] So I can prove that there is no
[01:25.63] Such thing as "the weaker half"?
[01:28.82] But then I met you
[01:31.14] (But then I met you)
[01:32.30] A light that's so new
[01:33.20] (A light that's so new)
[01:34.11] And somehow you knew
[01:35.52] (And somehow you knew)
[01:36.63] You easily saw through
[01:38.09] (You easily saw through)
[01:39.38] The lies I've held true
[01:41.07] (The lies I've held true)
[01:42.35] But still, I have to listen and obey
[01:46.00] To make sure you stay safe.
[01:50.33] How can I hope
[01:54.84] When I know I'm so pitiful?
[01:59.96] Far from light, I'm consumed
[02:04.59] By my dark and cold endless struggle.
[02:08.88] Now the dreams I had grow further
[02:12.80] From my reach as all my burdens
[02:15.19] Increase, showing I'm not worthy
[02:17.56] Of a life that's warm and kind
[02:19.44] And free of misery after all.
[02:21.89] Stronger and stronger I must fight
[02:25.69] To conquer and destroy all the
[02:28.63] Fools that dare get in my way
[02:31.61] Pathetic and worthless I'll
[02:34.46] Curse all these torments.
[02:36.69] I'll rid of the me that is weak.
[02:40.08]
[02:51.37] From the struggle and the shadows,
[02:54.59] I will learn to rise again.
[03:01.34] You betrayed me, hurt
[03:03.00] Me, left me.
[03:04.61] (It hurts)
[03:05.69] Broke your promise to
[03:07.81] Protect me.
[03:08.92] (It burns)
[03:10.40] Turned your back when I had pleaded on.
[03:16.13]
[03:21.73] I know I'm useless and worthless.
[03:24.95] I don't deserve kindness but still, I
[03:29.50] Can't help but keep hoping that one day
[03:33.82] I'll leave here and learn how to be free
[03:38.12] And live life like how it should be.
[03:41.96]
[00:29.05] Flowers, I'll grow.
[00:32.13] Growing from weakness of the unknown.
[00:37.74] Hide all your fears.
[00:40.50] Don't show your tears.
[00:43.78] Stop this, you've done this for years.
[00:46.94] One more mistake made again.
[00:57.59] It's my fault so I must
[01:02.73] Take the punishment's pain
[01:05.68] Again.
[01:08.51] Can I turn this useless and worthless,
[01:12.86] Weak and incompetent body of mine
[01:15.95] Into the strength that I want
[01:18.26] So I can be useful and skillful
[01:20.82] To my savior and the believers
[01:23.45] So I can prove that there is no
[01:25.63] Such thing as "the weaker half"?
[01:28.82] But then I met you
[01:31.14] (But then I met you)
[01:32.30] A light that's so new
[01:33.20] (A light that's so new)
[01:34.11] And somehow you knew
[01:35.52] (And somehow you knew)
[01:36.63] You easily saw through
[01:38.09] (You easily saw through)
[01:39.38] The lies I've held true
[01:41.07] (The lies I've held true)
[01:42.35] But still, I have to listen and obey
[01:46.00] To make sure you stay safe.
[01:50.33] How can I hope
[01:54.84] When I know I'm so pitiful?
[01:59.96] Far from light, I'm consumed
[02:04.59] By my dark and cold endless struggle.
[02:08.88] Now the dreams I had grow further
[02:12.80] From my reach as all my burdens
[02:15.19] Increase, showing I'm not worthy
[02:17.56] Of a life that's warm and kind
[02:19.44] And free of misery after all.
[02:21.89] Stronger and stronger I must fight
[02:25.69] To conquer and destroy all the
[02:28.63] Fools that dare get in my way
[02:31.61] Pathetic and worthless I'll
[02:34.46] Curse all these torments.
[02:36.69] I'll rid of the me that is weak.
[02:40.08]
[02:51.37] From the struggle and the shadows,
[02:54.59] I will learn to rise again.
[03:01.34] You betrayed me, hurt
[03:03.00] Me, left me.
[03:04.61] (It hurts)
[03:05.69] Broke your promise to
[03:07.81] Protect me.
[03:08.92] (It burns)
[03:10.40] Turned your back when I had pleaded on.
[03:16.13]
[03:21.73] I know I'm useless and worthless.
[03:24.95] I don't deserve kindness but still, I
[03:29.50] Can't help but keep hoping that one day
[03:33.82] I'll leave here and learn how to be free
[03:38.12] And live life like how it should be.
[03:41.96]