Back Against the Wall

I'm waving the same old white flag.
All will is gone and I've had enough.
Ain't got no grip, no more sway.
When fear lives on, it just weighs me down.
I've buried my head in the sand.
My blindfold is on. I can't face it off.
When it's clouding up, I'd run away.
So pin me down. Please just talk me down.

My back's against the wall.
I've never fought my angst, my issues.
Disarmed by my own.
Have you ever told me?
My back's against the wall.
I've never took a chance at taming my demons at all.
I gotta wake up before I hit the bottom.

I'm pushed as far as I can breathe.
I'm done barking at the wrong tree.
Is that part of the game?
The Ball's in my court. Please, just let me play.
You'd better call emergency.
I'm freaking out, it's scaring me.
Call me out!
Ball is in my court. I gotta make a play.