Nothing

It's over, I've given up my goal
This searching took it's toll
And any light I've shed was only seen to forget
Faith made me question truth as death moves towards me and you
It scares me how times passed
I think about relations and how they last
And mere words can't describe life's
web and how thick the knots are tied
I'm destined to leave my shell and
crawl to a life where I know nothing at all

All of my searching left me worn
No wiser than when I was born
All of my searching I've let go
Life's answers yet to show

Sorry
Not been myself lately
These thoughts
Have left me empty
Hold on to what makes me whole
Let go of the nothing I know