Bad Trick

I said I wouldn't drink anymore
But honey, I'm in a routine
Of passing out on my floor
Cause it's the only song that sings me to sleep
I said I wouldn't do this again
But I need a little consistency
It's the only thing I can control
Even when it's controlling me

Ain't it funny how I've got them fooled?
It's kinda sick in the fucked up sense
A general state of consciousness
And they'll believe anything I post on the internet

But I'm a bad trick
I'm not any better yet
I'm just a bad trick
And I'm worse off for it

Ain't it funny how they've got me pinned
As some kind of success story
When I'm satire with a savior complex
But I guess that they'll believe
what they want to believe

But I'm a bad trick
I wanna laugh, but I woke up crying
I'm not any better yet
I guess I'm feeling like a burden
I'm just a bad trick
And I can feel the alcohol kicking in
And I'm worse off for it
And I keep waking up exhausted

No, I'm just a bad trick
I wanna laugh, but I woke up crying
I'm not any better yet
I guess I'm feeling like a burden
No, I'm just a bad trick
And I can feel the alcohol kicking in
And I'm worse off for it
And I keep waking up exhausted

Yes, I'm just a bad, bad trick
I'm just a bad, bad, bad, bad trick