You Win

Something in me can't back down
Ten years quiet taught me to be (loud)
You fucked me over and I don't know how
To let it go, if i let it go now

You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose

Something wasn't right deep down
Ten months quiet so I won't be now
I talked about what you did
I keep on running my mouth
And I do it for attention
And I do it all for the clout

Makes sense I'm not human
I'm not hurt by your lies
In fact everything I said about you wasn't true
My marbles must've resigned
I got it wrong and you're right

You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose, I lose

I'd rather be alone
Than at the end of January with "I love you's" on our phones
One week later I heard that you found the one
If that's what you call love then yeah
You won

Remember our plans to meet up
In a couple of months
For me right now was too much
You said that it could help us
I guess I'll see you in April
Or would that make you unfaithful?
Maybe my mind is unstable?
Maybe I'm recalling fables?

But it seems everything you hid from me in the beginning
You're doing to her
If that's what makes you happy, that's what makes me crazy
Then I surrender
You win, I lose, I lose
Wait so since you think I'm crazy already
Uh, let me be crazy for a second

You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose
You win, I lose (I lose)