Popular Monster

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[00:05.81] I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
[00:08.55] I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway
[00:11.45] Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:14.33] I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
[00:17.39] I battle with depression, but the question still remains
[00:20.14] Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?
[00:23.19] And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
[00:25.92] Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?
[00:29.54] Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day
[00:31.78] And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
[00:34.75] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[00:39.33] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[00:46.23] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[00:49.08] I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:52.15] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[01:00.85] I'm a popular, popular monster
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[01:09.77] I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
[01:12.52] Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
[01:15.31] I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace
[01:18.31] How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
[01:21.25] Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste
[01:24.16] Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
[01:27.02] But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
[01:29.92] Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
[01:33.53] Motherfucker, now you got my attention
[01:35.61] I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
[01:38.57] And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine
[01:41.52] Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified
[01:45.73] I fell asleep at the wheel again
[01:48.03] Crashed my car just to feel again
[01:50.58] It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
[01:54.85] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[02:01.99] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[02:04.74] I'm a popular, popular monster
[02:08.19] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[02:16.57] I'm a popular, popular fucking monster
[02:19.78] Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
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[02:31.19] We're sick and tired of wondering
[02:34.20] Praying to a god that you don't believe
[02:37.03] We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
[02:39.67] So the question I ask is
[02:42.56] Oh, where the fuck is your god now?
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[02:54.46] 'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out
[03:01.51] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:04.34] I'm a popular, popular monster
[03:07.42] I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
[03:15.97] I'm not a popular, popular monster
[03:19.01] I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
[03:27.85] I'm a popular, popular monster
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