blamethrower

[00:00.26] I've got this feeling
[00:01.67] In the back of my neck, as if
[00:06.01] Someone's speaking and it's
[00:09.10] Driving me mad
[00:13.04] Better not think about it
[00:16.63] Keep scrolling baby
[00:23.17] Keep scrolling baby
[00:31.82] These words are poison yet
[00:35.13] Somehow sweet
[00:38.25] The promise of some rest when
[00:41.03] Falling asleep
[00:44.70] I'm afraid I'm just too weak to
[00:47.60] Dare to repeat
[00:50.59] This supercomputing power
[00:52.06] Pointed at my brain
[00:53.16] Picks it like some precious flower
[00:54.74] Eats it with disdain
[00:56.04] Tastes every single corner
[00:57.64] The sweet and the sour
[00:59.03] So precise in its decryption
[01:00.88] Of all the hours
[01:02.09] That I've thrown in the device
[01:03.71] While I despise deceptions
[01:05.34] Like those I still fall eye-first in
[01:07.61] My thumbs tap dancing in Morse code
[01:10.08] Dissolving the friction
[01:11.36] Between truth and fiction
[01:12.68] Crumbling tower of willpower
[01:14.58] Digging holes of addiction
[01:15.83] I need a break
[01:17.30] From mistakes that I make
[01:19.03] Haven't got what it takes
[01:20.61] As the stakes are way higher than before
[01:22.83] Always need more
[01:24.23] At least I think so
[01:25.44] My body's sore
[01:27.05] I guess the core idea
[01:28.52] Beneath this whole thing is that
[01:30.67] Delayed gratification is not what I'm built for
[01:33.89] I'm smart but phoney
[01:35.06] Always drawn in
[01:36.09] Magic scrolling novelty
[01:37.57] Fun and cruelty
[01:38.66] Jeopardizing frailties of
[01:40.29] My attention spanning
[01:41.44] Frantically
[01:42.33] Know what I mean?
[01:43.42] Try to meditate but
[01:44.69] Hesitate and fail
[01:46.78] Glued to the screen
[01:47.94] Watching while being seen
[01:49.57] Who's there judging my sins
[01:51.06] From behind the scenes?
[01:52.55] Who's gaining skills while playing sims
[01:54.21] By means of my obscene spleen?
[01:55.86] Can't hide I'm sick
[01:57.31] In my own skin
[01:58.48] It's like that
[01:59.34] Delayed gratification is not what I'm built for
[02:02.58] I need to start rebuilding or I'm fucked for sure
[02:05.72] Delayed gratification is not what I'm built for
[02:09.15] I need to start rebuilding or it's all my fault
[02:12.53] These words are poison, yet
[02:15.92] Somehow sweet
[02:19.17] The promise of some rest when falling asleep
[02:25.47] I'm afraid I'm just to weak to dare to repeat
[02:43.95] The world is your cross
[02:56.91] The worst has yet to come
[03:09.57] The world is your cross
[03:22.53] The worst is all your fault
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