love to hate you

Can't live without it
Don't know why, I have to try
It's the fear, the future's here
Then goodbye, I wonder why
I have no feelings
But my mind, my mind is clear
When I sent the messenger
Couldn't throw away my fear

I have the fear when I am so near
If I stay here it all ends in tears
My mind is clear and I can see we're
Shutting down, the connection fails

Chorus
I walk away without hesitation
Third time, no realization
No superstition I can see my premonition
I love to love you but
I love to hate you more

Can't stand the pressure
All the rights and all the wrongs
I have tried to change it
But I know it's been too long