I want to live (the body is a place of rest)

I won't lie to myself
This is too far now
Open up well I know it will
Cause everything that comes and it goes well we just won't
See it
But I know that I care
Won't you just tell me when to quit
Cause I can't I can't I can't
Well it's just too hard to know
Just won't see it I just won't see it when it comes
Please just tell
Please just tell me so I can know
I just want to live
It's falling it's falling
Underneath
You know that I cant see it anywhere but
Notice, notice underneath
Can't you see that I'll just try to make it live for myself
Notice
So tired I notice
I wanna try
But then I make it so I see it only everything
Notice, notice, notice
I want to try and make it so I live just for myself