Feverish

I'm coming down with it - becoming feverish
I look at you and I see everything that I detest
My blood begins to boil when my life starts to mimic yours
So quick to gratify yourself in fevered lunacy
Your affliction is the same infection inside me
Love - what I hate - and I hate everything that I've become
Do - what I despise - every second of my life contradicts my words
Turn - from what I need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed
Nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
I put my hand to my head and I am becoming feverish
You disgust me - I disgust me
Disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain
This life - making me sick
Rampant - plague in my soul
Madness - engulfing me
Host to a...
Pestilence of my existence
It seems stronger every day
Torn from a thorn in my side
Blind from a plank in my eye
God rid me of disease
Free me from hypocrisy
Love - what I hate - and I hate everything that I've become
Do - what I despise - every second of my life contradicts my words
Turn - from what I need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed
Nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
I put my hand to my head and I am becoming feverish
I'm coming down with it - becoming feverish
You disgust me - I disgust me
Disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain