Blame

Dreading the moment when
You inquire how the past few months have been
At the mirror practicing
How to trade a little fear for confidence

I'm doing the best I can with the hand that I dealt
I'm doing the best I can with the hand that I dealt myself

I'd say I was making do
'Cause most of the time that feels like truth
Tonight I can't shake the noose
Kicked the chair out from under the rest of my life with you

I'm doing the best I can with the hand that I dealt
I'm situating facts about the way that I felt
I'm trying to forgive myself for raising hell
I'm doing the best I can but I still blame myself