Yesterday pain

When I'm lookin back
With today's eyes
I see there was a lot of pain
Growin up in me
And I just can't understand
How could I suffer so much
'cause I'm laughing at myself
Now I'm laughin' at myself
Yesterday pain will never be back again
Never back again
I only didn't get old enough
To leave my life behind
But there's something that
I don't really own anymore
And now, when I close my eyes
I can find more colors than black
Yesterday pain will never be back again
Never back again