Throw Myself Away

[00:11.06] My mind goes so fast
[00:14.78] I'm just tryna slow it down
[00:16.80] I know I give the impression
[00:18.87] That I'm independent
[00:20.20] But I need a body right now
[00:24.53] Giddy up
[00:26.91] Give me a crush
[00:29.41] But it's never enough
[00:32.68] I need the rush
[00:33.60] You see I get validation as soon as I get naked
[00:36.55] I know I should treat me sacred
[00:38.15] But secretly I'm praying
[00:39.35] That would make it into daylight
[00:41.75] But they only love me when it's nighttime
[00:45.08] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[00:48.62] Just to get over the other one
[00:50.82] I throw myself away and break my heart
[00:54.43] To get over the love that died
[00:57.38] I don't know why I try, I try
[01:00.23] I don't know why I try
[01:05.35]
[01:13.10] When true love don't last
[01:16.73] I get drunk and I run around town
[01:18.94] I squeeze myself into dresses
[01:21.18] Get real obsessive
[01:22.47] I'm not his possession
[01:23.85] I'm out
[01:26.59] Giddy up
[01:29.03] Tell me I'm lush
[01:31.57] Make a real big fuss
[01:34.56] Pretend that it's love
[01:35.75] You see I get so frustrated
[01:37.23] And I text him and I hate it
[01:38.65] I should lower my expectations
[01:40.24] But secretly I'm praying
[01:41.40] That he'll come on over tonight
[01:44.16] Say he's sorry and that everything is alright
[01:47.07] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[01:50.71] Just to get over the other one
[01:52.98] I throw myself away and break my heart
[01:56.55] To get over the love that died
[01:59.51] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:02.33] I don't know why I try
[02:05.01] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:07.87] I don't know why I try
[02:11.64]
[02:15.09] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:21.08]
[02:23.49] I don't know why
[02:27.26]
[02:29.49] I...
[02:31.82] Give me some love
[02:33.33] Give me some love
[02:34.68] Give me some love tonight
[02:37.45] Give me some love
[02:38.94] Give me some love
[02:40.20] Give me some love tonight
[02:43.20] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[02:47.12] Just to get over the other one
[02:49.48] I throw myself away and break my heart
[02:53.05] To get over the love that died
[02:55.92] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:58.81] I don't know why I try
[03:01.52] I don't know why I try, I try
[03:04.39] I don't know why I try
[03:08.97] I try
[03:11.45] I don't know why I try
[03:13.84] I try, and try, and try
[03:20.21] I...
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