he's upstairs / dissolving

I am just a process, No more man than I
Feel too much to process, I feel it in my eye
I believe in something, I believe in
Nothing I believe in makes sense to me anymore
Biting at my tongue, I want to understand
Why this happens to me, The pain is in my head
I don't know his name, He drowned in the rain
Asking if he's sane, Rippin off his face
(Sad times)