To Open Empty Arms

embrace this fragile vision
kept under lock and key
so minute yet too intense
so blindly deceived
so wrongly accused
passionate, temptation
so easily abused
the faint smell of you
want and need for minor details
i never revealed
just to feel
we are far too real as to ease the pain
no way to avoid inside i'm consumed
still drunk off motionless gestures
while you unknowingly destroyed me
holding onto nothing of which i'll never see again
brings me up only to be crushed
one day i'll learn
one day I'll finally learn