Begging for Death

I'm fucking miserable
But I hope I don't feel joy again
I need to make new memories feel sour
Doesn't mean it makes me happy
Just to have it taken away again

I truly wish you hadn't killed me
Before you left
Because I'm replaying my life
And now begging for death

I'm begging for death
I'm begging for death
Hopelessly fall from heaven
I'm begging for death