How to Enjoy Life?

[00:01.40] How to enjoy life?
[00:17.60] I see no answer
[00:25.52] I see only suicide
[00:33.22] I don't deserve anything
[00:41.44] I want to disappear
[00:49.50] So I don't see your lives again
[00:57.18] So I do not feel this pain
[01:21.27] God spits on me from the sky
[01:29.55] I laugh at myself with my life
[01:53.81] I am drowning in my suicidal thoughts
[02:01.53] No one can give me their hand to save my life
[02:09.14] My footsteps on earth mean nothing
[02:25.66] My life on earth is worth nothing
[02:41.69] I was meant to suffer
[02:49.18] And nothing can help me
[02:53.30] Only I can help myself
[02:57.19] But who said that I want to help myself?
[03:05.07] I don't wanna live
[03:08.84] I want to fucking die!
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