Abandoned
๐ต 1256 characters
โฑ๏ธ 5:17 duration
๐ ID: 16260222
๐ Lyrics
Carry this around
Can't escape anxiety
Hopelessness surrounds
Can't release it's hold on me
Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep (to shadows I keep)
Bound to the alleys and empty streets
Weak to move on as I keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
Always on the run
I can feel their eyes on me
Can't trust anyone
And why should they have trust in me
God, what have I done?
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
I didn't have a choice
Augmented life was forced on me
Falling apart, I just want to be numb
Strung out on meds, what have I become?
Give me a reason to keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love (my love)
My love
I witness the beatings
The hate without meaning
I'm losing the strength to fight
I'm fighting the pain
As I cover my shame
And I'm losing the strength to go on
As I reach for the sky
And beg for an answer
I scream to the night
It echoes in silence
It withers in the cold
It suffocates the soul
And reminds me of the truth
That we're all alone
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love (give me a reason to live)
(Or a second chance to be) My love
My love
Can't escape anxiety
Hopelessness surrounds
Can't release it's hold on me
Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep (to shadows I keep)
Bound to the alleys and empty streets
Weak to move on as I keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
Always on the run
I can feel their eyes on me
Can't trust anyone
And why should they have trust in me
God, what have I done?
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
I didn't have a choice
Augmented life was forced on me
Falling apart, I just want to be numb
Strung out on meds, what have I become?
Give me a reason to keep on looking back
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love (my love)
My love
I witness the beatings
The hate without meaning
I'm losing the strength to fight
I'm fighting the pain
As I cover my shame
And I'm losing the strength to go on
As I reach for the sky
And beg for an answer
I scream to the night
It echoes in silence
It withers in the cold
It suffocates the soul
And reminds me of the truth
That we're all alone
Betrayed by myself
Give me a reason to live
Or a second chance to be desired
My love (give me a reason to live)
(Or a second chance to be) My love
My love
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:29.13] Carry this around
[00:31.76] Can't escape anxiety
[00:34.11] Hopelessness surrounds
[00:36.77] Can't release it's hold on me
[00:39.28] Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep (to shadows I keep)
[00:44.61] Bound to the alleys and empty streets
[00:49.57] Weak to move on as I keep on looking back
[00:57.10] Betrayed by myself
[01:02.45] Give me a reason to live
[01:06.84] Or a second chance to be desired
[01:16.55] Always on the run
[01:19.17] I can feel their eyes on me
[01:21.67] Can't trust anyone
[01:24.24] And why should they have trust in me
[01:26.97] God, what have I done?
[01:29.27] This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[01:32.08] I didn't have a choice
[01:34.33] Augmented life was forced on me
[01:37.33] Falling apart, I just want to be numb
[01:42.38] Strung out on meds, what have I become?
[01:47.56] Give me a reason to keep on looking back
[01:54.72] Betrayed by myself
[02:00.27] Give me a reason to live
[02:04.72] Or a second chance to be desired
[02:16.96] My love (my love)
[02:27.11] My love
[02:33.87] I witness the beatings
[02:36.03] The hate without meaning
[02:38.77] I'm losing the strength to fight
[02:45.46] I'm fighting the pain
[02:47.31] As I cover my shame
[02:50.19] And I'm losing the strength to go on
[02:54.34]
[03:50.13] As I reach for the sky
[03:53.42] And beg for an answer
[03:55.87] I scream to the night
[03:58.62] It echoes in silence
[04:01.03] It withers in the cold
[04:03.54] It suffocates the soul
[04:05.63] And reminds me of the truth
[04:08.59] That we're all alone
[04:13.69] Betrayed by myself
[04:19.39] Give me a reason to live
[04:23.46] Or a second chance to be desired
[04:35.66] My love (give me a reason to live)
[04:43.93] (Or a second chance to be) My love
[04:52.34] My love
[04:58.04]
[00:31.76] Can't escape anxiety
[00:34.11] Hopelessness surrounds
[00:36.77] Can't release it's hold on me
[00:39.28] Wandering abandonded, to shadows I keep (to shadows I keep)
[00:44.61] Bound to the alleys and empty streets
[00:49.57] Weak to move on as I keep on looking back
[00:57.10] Betrayed by myself
[01:02.45] Give me a reason to live
[01:06.84] Or a second chance to be desired
[01:16.55] Always on the run
[01:19.17] I can feel their eyes on me
[01:21.67] Can't trust anyone
[01:24.24] And why should they have trust in me
[01:26.97] God, what have I done?
[01:29.27] This wasn't how it's supposed to be
[01:32.08] I didn't have a choice
[01:34.33] Augmented life was forced on me
[01:37.33] Falling apart, I just want to be numb
[01:42.38] Strung out on meds, what have I become?
[01:47.56] Give me a reason to keep on looking back
[01:54.72] Betrayed by myself
[02:00.27] Give me a reason to live
[02:04.72] Or a second chance to be desired
[02:16.96] My love (my love)
[02:27.11] My love
[02:33.87] I witness the beatings
[02:36.03] The hate without meaning
[02:38.77] I'm losing the strength to fight
[02:45.46] I'm fighting the pain
[02:47.31] As I cover my shame
[02:50.19] And I'm losing the strength to go on
[02:54.34]
[03:50.13] As I reach for the sky
[03:53.42] And beg for an answer
[03:55.87] I scream to the night
[03:58.62] It echoes in silence
[04:01.03] It withers in the cold
[04:03.54] It suffocates the soul
[04:05.63] And reminds me of the truth
[04:08.59] That we're all alone
[04:13.69] Betrayed by myself
[04:19.39] Give me a reason to live
[04:23.46] Or a second chance to be desired
[04:35.66] My love (give me a reason to live)
[04:43.93] (Or a second chance to be) My love
[04:52.34] My love
[04:58.04]