Wasted Til the End of March

I don't wanna waste my time, waste my time giving life to you
I said now
I don't wanna make up lies to fake this life we made and I been off
I'm so wasted off all of the times that we wasted
Tonight with new highs come new lows I hate it

Got fucked up for the weekend
Enough ice in my cup leave a cold heart freezing
Take another one down to forget whats the reason, cheesing
Deep down I could feel the bleeding, leaving
Everything that I never needed, beat it
My whole life I been a goddamn reject
If silence could speak do you think it would say what's on its mind?
Or try and make everyone happy all the time
By saying what they wanna hear tonight
I hope it would be true to me
'Cause I believe that we get together fine
I don't think that it would ever leave my side
How beautiful when I let it sing tonight

I don't wanna waste my time, waste my time giving life to you
I said now
I don't wanna make up lies to fake this life we made and I been off
I'm so wasted off all of the times that we wasted
Tonight with new highs come new lows I-
Tshh

Every single night I wake up in cold sweats, fucking stressed
Drown in liquor and pills and sex with no latex, run up a check
Cop a new watch before I walk out the store I come to regret
Thinking I'm dead catch me when I'm falling I can't catch my breath
I'm a mess fill up my glass get trashed
That's the only time I feel fresh
She on her knees when she saw that jesus piece
Thats the only time I feel blessed, thought I could rest
Had to pop an adderall to get me through
I didn't think I could feel less
Tell her undress, she take off her top she got a hole in her chest
Yes

I don't wanna waste my time, waste my time giving life to you
I said now
I don't wanna make up lies to fake this life we made and I been off
I'm so wasted off all of the times that we wasted
Tonight with new highs come new lows I hate it