Julian

I was feeling awful
and i had too much to drink
and i could only get a bit better
if i just knew what to think
i wanted to caress you
and to hold you in my arms
i wanted you to touch me
while you strangle me with charms
raise your glass for love,
for julian
i took you to my bedroom
with just one thing to do
and only seconds later
you were me
and i was you
and in silence there together,
with the moon born on that line
my mother woke me up
and asked me wether i was fine
this one goes out to you,
my julian
you were too beautiful to look at
and to talk with far too kind
so all what's left is a picture of you
scratched inside my mind
raise your glass for love,
for julian,
for julian.