Constant State of Worst Case Scenario

Constant state of worst case scenario
Why the fuck am I always existing in a
Constant state of worst case scenario
Why is it every time
Every time I close my eyes
Anxiety is all that I find?
Everyday every month every year
I'm gouging out my eyes
Trying not to see these fucked up thoughts
I have come to life
Keep 'em locked away inside my mind
It happens all the time
I try to keep it buried deep inside
It's a feeling that I can't hide
I pretend I'm fine
Cause it's all in my mind right?
Constant state of worst case scenario
Why the fuck am I always existing in a
Constant state of worst case scenario
I try to see the brighter side
But my mind will always choose
The darkness over the light
Even if it's not right
I can't sleep at night
I can't sleep I can't sleep I can't sleep
I can't fucking sleep
With this lingering feeling that something isn't fucking right
I don't wanna close my eyes
cause then I see what's
Broken on the inside
Why is my life always a
Constant state of worst case scenario
Fuck it
Constant state of worst case
Constant state of worst case scenario