Moments of Sobriety [Explicit]
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โฑ๏ธ 5:30 duration
๐ ID: 16410740
๐ Lyrics
Found myself in a hotel room
With a rock inside my throat
In this moment, I'm like a kid again
And I can't find my way home
The drug is wearing off and I need
To pick up my clothes
I'm naked in a stranger's place
I don't know how I got there
I can still feel my head
Getting light on that July day
This girl got me locked inside her gaze
I want to see her again
But you come out the shower naked
With a smile that splits your face
I don't feel like saying no
'Cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
So I lay down, turn my head, and feign pleasure
I see a dark figure in the corner
My body hurts like hell, I'm petrified with fear
As I feel her closer than she'll ever be
And I say, "Slower"
I say, "Slower"
I say, "Slower"
And after a minute, she hears me
Maybe I wanted to sink that day
To touch the bottom of the ocean
'Cause I wanted to swim 'til I was free
And I figured I didn't need to breathe
I might be still swimming to my death
There's an anchor attached to my leg
You claimed me as your land
Like a dog pissing on my face
And I will die, but sooner than they think
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
Who's falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
I don't want to notice my conscience fading away
Away
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
And I can hear them laugh through the walls
A tender warmth, an overwhelming bliss
So soft, I'd happily drift into eternity
I gazed towards the crowd
The sand was pushing on my back
And in the depths of the sky
I saw a face that looked like yours
You were not here, but I felt your presence
The ever-so-soft touch of your hand
Far away from all I had ever felt
I wanted to see you again
Just like in July
All over again
I wanted to be caught in your gaze
That's why I kept breathing
With a rock inside my throat
In this moment, I'm like a kid again
And I can't find my way home
The drug is wearing off and I need
To pick up my clothes
I'm naked in a stranger's place
I don't know how I got there
I can still feel my head
Getting light on that July day
This girl got me locked inside her gaze
I want to see her again
But you come out the shower naked
With a smile that splits your face
I don't feel like saying no
'Cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
So I lay down, turn my head, and feign pleasure
I see a dark figure in the corner
My body hurts like hell, I'm petrified with fear
As I feel her closer than she'll ever be
And I say, "Slower"
I say, "Slower"
I say, "Slower"
And after a minute, she hears me
Maybe I wanted to sink that day
To touch the bottom of the ocean
'Cause I wanted to swim 'til I was free
And I figured I didn't need to breathe
I might be still swimming to my death
There's an anchor attached to my leg
You claimed me as your land
Like a dog pissing on my face
And I will die, but sooner than they think
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
Who's falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
I don't want to notice my conscience fading away
Away
And I hope it feels just like being a kid
And I can hear them laugh through the walls
A tender warmth, an overwhelming bliss
So soft, I'd happily drift into eternity
I gazed towards the crowd
The sand was pushing on my back
And in the depths of the sky
I saw a face that looked like yours
You were not here, but I felt your presence
The ever-so-soft touch of your hand
Far away from all I had ever felt
I wanted to see you again
Just like in July
All over again
I wanted to be caught in your gaze
That's why I kept breathing
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:04.57] Found myself in a hotel room
[00:10.05] With a rock inside my throat
[00:13.64] In this moment, I'm like a kid again
[00:18.12] And I can't find my way home
[00:21.95] The drug is wearing off and I need
[00:27.50] To pick up my clothes
[00:30.98] I'm naked in a stranger's place
[00:36.16] I don't know how I got there
[00:39.78] I can still feel my head
[00:44.14] Getting light on that July day
[00:48.48] This girl got me locked inside her gaze
[00:52.92] I want to see her again
[00:56.85] But you come out the shower naked
[01:02.66] With a smile that splits your face
[01:06.11] I don't feel like saying no
[01:10.26] 'Cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
[01:14.56] So I lay down, turn my head, and feign pleasure
[01:18.93] I see a dark figure in the corner
[01:22.58] My body hurts like hell, I'm petrified with fear
[01:27.64] As I feel her closer than she'll ever be
[01:31.99] And I say, "Slower"
[01:36.62] I say, "Slower"
[01:41.34] I say, "Slower"
[01:45.18] And after a minute, she hears me
[01:51.23]
[02:07.75] Maybe I wanted to sink that day
[02:12.14] To touch the bottom of the ocean
[02:17.43] 'Cause I wanted to swim 'til I was free
[02:22.29] And I figured I didn't need to breathe
[02:26.46] I might be still swimming to my death
[02:30.85] There's an anchor attached to my leg
[02:34.57] You claimed me as your land
[02:38.43] Like a dog pissing on my face
[02:42.60]
[03:00.61] And I will die, but sooner than they think
[03:09.21] And I hope it feels just like being a kid
[03:17.94] Who's falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
[03:27.26] I don't want to notice my conscience fading away
[03:46.72] Away
[03:53.12] And I hope it feels just like being a kid
[03:58.63] And I can hear them laugh through the walls
[04:02.21] A tender warmth, an overwhelming bliss
[04:06.97] So soft, I'd happily drift into eternity
[04:28.72] I gazed towards the crowd
[04:33.03] The sand was pushing on my back
[04:37.53] And in the depths of the sky
[04:40.39] I saw a face that looked like yours
[04:46.56] You were not here, but I felt your presence
[04:50.89] The ever-so-soft touch of your hand
[04:54.94] Far away from all I had ever felt
[04:59.09] I wanted to see you again
[05:03.57] Just like in July
[05:06.38] All over again
[05:10.88] I wanted to be caught in your gaze
[05:19.30] That's why I kept breathing
[05:23.74]
[00:10.05] With a rock inside my throat
[00:13.64] In this moment, I'm like a kid again
[00:18.12] And I can't find my way home
[00:21.95] The drug is wearing off and I need
[00:27.50] To pick up my clothes
[00:30.98] I'm naked in a stranger's place
[00:36.16] I don't know how I got there
[00:39.78] I can still feel my head
[00:44.14] Getting light on that July day
[00:48.48] This girl got me locked inside her gaze
[00:52.92] I want to see her again
[00:56.85] But you come out the shower naked
[01:02.66] With a smile that splits your face
[01:06.11] I don't feel like saying no
[01:10.26] 'Cause I can tell you enjoy yourself
[01:14.56] So I lay down, turn my head, and feign pleasure
[01:18.93] I see a dark figure in the corner
[01:22.58] My body hurts like hell, I'm petrified with fear
[01:27.64] As I feel her closer than she'll ever be
[01:31.99] And I say, "Slower"
[01:36.62] I say, "Slower"
[01:41.34] I say, "Slower"
[01:45.18] And after a minute, she hears me
[01:51.23]
[02:07.75] Maybe I wanted to sink that day
[02:12.14] To touch the bottom of the ocean
[02:17.43] 'Cause I wanted to swim 'til I was free
[02:22.29] And I figured I didn't need to breathe
[02:26.46] I might be still swimming to my death
[02:30.85] There's an anchor attached to my leg
[02:34.57] You claimed me as your land
[02:38.43] Like a dog pissing on my face
[02:42.60]
[03:00.61] And I will die, but sooner than they think
[03:09.21] And I hope it feels just like being a kid
[03:17.94] Who's falling asleep in a car piercing through the rain
[03:27.26] I don't want to notice my conscience fading away
[03:46.72] Away
[03:53.12] And I hope it feels just like being a kid
[03:58.63] And I can hear them laugh through the walls
[04:02.21] A tender warmth, an overwhelming bliss
[04:06.97] So soft, I'd happily drift into eternity
[04:28.72] I gazed towards the crowd
[04:33.03] The sand was pushing on my back
[04:37.53] And in the depths of the sky
[04:40.39] I saw a face that looked like yours
[04:46.56] You were not here, but I felt your presence
[04:50.89] The ever-so-soft touch of your hand
[04:54.94] Far away from all I had ever felt
[04:59.09] I wanted to see you again
[05:03.57] Just like in July
[05:06.38] All over again
[05:10.88] I wanted to be caught in your gaze
[05:19.30] That's why I kept breathing
[05:23.74]