No Relief

I've cried my tears there's no relief
I've cried for love I'm still alone
I've cried for help but no one came
no one came

I found relief in carnal pleasure
I found relief in someone's arms
I found belief was thrown away
I found my soul in pieces
my soul in pieces

I will not change, I will not loose
I will not fear the one that is me
they will conform but I can't be the person next to me

I had that life behind of me
no medication, no disease
I didn't know i had the worse to face
my world and myself, the enemy again
the enemy again