Godless

I follow a trail whilst blinded, but I was the one that chose to sever my eyes
Cut them from the sockets, I walk a path of ignorance
Godless, pathless, I choose derail over worship
I choose to rid myself of guidance from a higher power
I choose to rid myself of God and her oppressive nature

(Faith in the invisible over yourself is no longer a concept that I can grasp)

I saw the face of God one day, I asked it why it made me feel this way

I saw faith from the unfortunate, and my faith was so unquestioned
But now I’m stricken with this endless burden, hidden faces surround my existence
Invisible faces such as God and depression, I am Job from the passage of Ketuvim
I'm an agnostic, question my faith again
You left me self-hating

I can feel the cold wind blow me sideways, knocking me off my tracks again
I am a high force made disaster, part of the program

I'm not a part of the plan, I’m not a part of the program
I don’t believe that faith should be repaid with nothing more than depression

You had your fingers crossed behind your back
Well it’s a shame isn’t it that I saw your shadow

Godless

I can feel the cold wind blow me sideways, knocking me off my tracks again
I am a high force made disaster, part of the program

Godless