pretty world

I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve
I don't feel like me again
I better work it out
'Cause I'm spilling my feelings
Just to please the crowd
And I like to think I'm blind to all the doubters
At the back of my mind
Throwing pebbles just to make cracks
It's so dissonant
I know it doesn't matter, but it still hurts a bit
So I say
I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve
I want to be loved, I wanna be enough
I think I'm in love with your pretty world
Can we just stay here?
Feels so unfamiliar
The closer that I get
It's all I ever wanted
So can't you take it
I know it's stupid
I'm not complaining
But I can't trust now
And that's draining
But it's worth it
When someone says they're proud
And it's so difficult knowing you'll be happy
But it's still cyclical
Then I'll say
I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve
I want to be loved, I wanna be enough
I think I'm in love with your pretty world
Can we just stay here?
Can we just stay in this world? I feel like I'm home
Can't take away this feeling now I'm never alone
If it's not us together, then I don't wanna know
But can we just stay in this world? I know that I'm home now
Can we just stay in this world? I feel like I'm home
Can't take away this feeling now I'm never alone
If it's not us together, then I don't wanna know
But can we just stay in this world? I know that I'm home now