Underachiever

[00:16.64] I've turned myself into a ghost
[00:20.11] Can't see myself in the mirror
[00:23.76] It's getting clearer, I've become bitter
[00:28.48] I've always been an underachiever
[00:32.76] Stuck in my ways, a restless deceiver
[00:38.19] Take me back to when I didn't care
[00:41.97] When life was just life, without the despair
[00:47.55] When my worth wasn't tied to what I'd achieve
[00:52.58] Not living to prove, but simply to breathe
[00:56.74] I've turned myself into a ghost
[00:59.32] Can't see me in the mirror
[01:02.72] It's getting clearer and clearer
[01:05.38] I've turned myself into a ghost
[01:08.77] Can't see me in the mirror
[01:12.94] I've become bitter
[01:17.37] Underachiever
[01:29.55] Day in, day out
[01:30.84] I live my life as a compromise
[01:34.90] I am disappointed, but not surprised
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[02:00.06] Stressing myself to the limits is my therapy
[02:05.21] Only feel like myself when I'm struggling to breathe
[02:09.97] Constant panic that I might miss out on me
[02:13.53] It's the bars of my cage from within that I see
[02:19.08] When others look up to me, I feel like a fraud
[02:24.31] They'll find out for sure, and I'll get caught
[02:28.74] I am a nobody with nothing to show
[02:33.52] I think I could have done more, but I reaped what I sowed
[02:37.92] I've turned myself into a ghost
[02:40.56] Can't see me in the mirror
[02:43.86] It's getting clearer and clearer
[02:46.55] I've turned myself into a ghost
[02:49.91] Can't see me in the mirror
[02:54.07] I've become bitter
[02:59.32] I'm a homebody, looking at life through the window
[03:04.69] Wondering if I've always been so
[03:09.13] I can't comprehend the joys of others
[03:13.92] Black and gray are my true colors
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[03:27.97] Are my true colors
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