The Numbing Agent

If you're trying to find yourself then
Keep searching
This is not you
You always had to learn the hard way
And i always point my finger
But throwing judgement aside
I just want you to know that i care
I'm tired from staying up late rehearsing
The faces that i'll make when the bad news hits my ears
I don't want to hear that you've given up on everything
After all the times we said that we'd never change for anything
After all is said (you know this is not who you are)
No matter what you do (not where you belong)
And i'll always love you
This is not you