Bother

[00:10.74] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:16.12] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.57] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.81] Masochists to which I cater
[00:32.03] You don't need to bother
[00:37.52] I don't need to be
[00:43.03] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:48.21] But once I hold on
[00:50.64] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.38] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.50] If indeed I cared at all
[01:14.88] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.38] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:25.95] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.64] My flaws are open season
[01:31.29] For this, I gave up trying
[01:33.64] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.51] You don't need to bother
[01:41.79] I don't need to be
[01:47.05] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:52.42] But once I hold on
[01:55.12] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:30.64] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:35.68] A zombie hides my face
[02:41.04] Shell forgotten with its memories
[02:46.38] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:51.74] And you don't need to bother
[02:57.04] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:02.39] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:07.69] But once I hold on
[03:10.65] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:13.34] You don't need to bother
[03:18.41] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:23.63] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:28.96] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:34.65] I'll never live down my deceit
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