Never get used

It's hard for me to say
These words out aloud
So I'll whisper in your ear
While you tear my heart out

I could never get used to you
not being around
I want to be

It's always raining
I'm always pouring out my soul
We're always fighting
and it's always all my fault
I'm sick of feeling
Like I'm losing self-control
It's always raining
And it's always all my fault

I want to be you I want to see me being me
I want to use you I want to feel like you hate me