Back To The Start

Most days I'm convinced I'm going insane
Takes all that I have to get through the day
And no matter what I try it won't go away
And all my motivation goes down the drain

And I try to have hope but it gets so hard
My future looks so dim
Progress I made all goes away and I'm back to the start
I never get far

Drag through the days
All the same
Nothing changes
I just want to be all alone, all alone
I'm tired all the time
There's no time to rest my mind
It goes on and on, on and on

Don't feel like doing anything I'll just stay in bed
I feel sick to my stomach and I try to pretend

That I'm better than I was
I'm doing fine
It keeps repeating all the time
Over and over again
Can't keep track of the days
I've grown numb to the pain

Drag through the days
All the same
Nothing changes
I just want to be all alone, all alone
I'm numb all the time
There's no time to rest my mind
It goes on and on, on and on
On and on!