Bother ’23 (Still Bothered)

[00:11.02] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:15.74] My self affliction fades
[00:21.22] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.58] Masochists to which I cater
[00:31.65] You don't need to bother
[00:36.88] I don't need to be
[00:42.01] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:46.85] But once I hold on
[00:49.69] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[01:02.77] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:07.97] If indeed I cared at all
[01:13.29] Never had a voice to protest
[01:18.65] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:24.33] I wish I had a reason
[01:27.09] My flaws are open season
[01:29.49] For this I gave up trying
[01:31.68] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:34.37] You don't need to bother
[01:39.28] I don't need to be
[01:44.36] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:49.45] But once I hold on
[01:52.17] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[02:26.49] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:31.50] A zombie hides my face
[02:37.05] Shell forgotten with its memories
[02:42.25] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:47.41] And you don't need to bother
[02:52.53] I don't need to be
[02:55.44] (I dont need to be)
[02:57.69] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:02.57] But once I hold on
[03:05.17] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:08.21] You don't need to bother
[03:13.42] I don't need to be, yeah
[03:16.26] (I dont need to be)
[03:18.65] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:23.30] But once I hold on
[03:25.21] (Once I hold on)
[03:31.82] I'll never live down my deceits
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