13. My Funeral

[00:10.51] Imagine if I took my life
[00:12.87] Gave up on love
[00:14.21] And died tonight
[00:15.66] I wonder who would cry for me
[00:18.18] I'll never know
[00:19.29] I'll never see
[00:20.67] But I can still pretend
[00:22.50] It's so magical
[00:24.33] To think about the end
[00:28.49]
[00:30.71] The ones I loved
[00:31.81] Would blame themselves
[00:33.28] And wished that I'd
[00:34.21] Reached out for help
[00:35.85] And everybody else would try
[00:38.35] To analyze my suicide
[00:41.05] Everybody wants to cry
[00:43.25] About some famous kid
[00:45.78] That died
[00:48.47]
[00:50.92] Tonight I'll light a candle
[00:53.22] And fantasize my funeral
[00:57.84]
[01:23.83] All my bitch-ass enemies
[01:26.18] Would blame themselves
[01:27.43] For killing me
[01:28.80] Confess it in a eulogy
[01:31.42] Regret the things
[01:32.43] They said to me
[01:33.88] My album would sell better
[01:35.77] And I'd probably trend
[01:37.55] On social media
[01:41.86]
[01:44.19] Everybody wants to say
[01:46.33] I just saw him the other day
[01:48.97] Pretend that they were
[01:50.26] Close to me
[01:51.55] For thoughts and prayers
[01:52.83] And sympathy
[01:54.35] Everybody wants to be
[01:56.74] Best friends
[01:57.50] With the recently deceased
[02:04.16] Tonight I'll light a candle
[02:06.57] And fantasize my funeral
[02:11.25]
[02:37.01] I know it's not my time to go
[02:39.58] I still have so much
[02:40.96] Room to grow
[02:42.21] Secretly I think about
[02:44.63] The people I can't live without
[02:47.01] There's so much hate
[02:48.37] I wish to fight
[02:49.79] So much here to keep myself alive
[02:57.19] The truth is I'm afraid of death
[02:59.69] I never could commit to that
[03:02.12] While immigrants and refugees
[03:04.53] Ride blow up rafts
[03:05.88] Through deadly seas
[03:07.35] And here I am a privileged me
[03:09.64] With no concept for suffering
[03:12.40] I think I'll shut the fuck up
[03:14.89] And donate to a charity
[03:19.29]
[03:21.42] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:23.98] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:26.55] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:29.02] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:31.51] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:34.02] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:36.69] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:36.97] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:39.15] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:41.74] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:44.11] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:46.75] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:51.70] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:53.48] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:56.76] Oh oh, oh oh
[03:59.38] Oh oh, oh oh
[04:02.72]
[04:05.44] Tonight I'll light a candle
[04:07.88] And end this stupid ritual
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