Mortal Agony

I want people to feel pity for me
So are my false feelings, just let it be
My depression is fake, just deal with it
And you people who have it, are you really sick?
And I just want some kind of explanation
Why you don't want me here right now
Right now
I want you to care
I'll do whatever you want cause I don't spare

My sexual orientation
I'm so confused
What I want with my life
I don't know what to do
But none of that is true
Cause I'm faking my depression

I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression
I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression
Faking my depression
I have a fake depression
Faking my depression

My mum always told me "don't be sad"
And when I was she became really mad
And I'm a Billie Eilish fan so I'm depressed by nature
And I know that cause she's my mother figure
And I'm faking my scars with a bloody brush
You can expose me if you want and if you really must
And I don't really care for shit
I'm just doing my thing and I would say it's lit

Oh, my sexual orientation
I'm so confused
What I want with my life
I don't know what to do
But none of that is true
Cause I'm faking my depression

I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression
I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression

I'm so depressed, oh what do you want?
Just leave me alone, don't you dare to taunt
I don't want you to care, but I still do
Do you know what I mean?
Feed me with love, caring and creepy staring
Anything to make my sad feel better
Go away but stay here please, do you know what I mean?
Ahaaa
Haaaaaow
No

All the personal advice
Is completely nonsense
I mean it as an insult
But no offence
Cause I live in constant fear
Of getting a rejection

I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression
I like attention
Love and affection
I'm pretending to be sad
Oh, what do I reckon?
I think you know what I mean
I'm just doing what I do
I have a fake depression
(Lalalalala, lalalalala)
Faking my depression
(Lalalalala, lalalalala)
I have a fake depression
(Lalalalala, lalalalala)
Faking my depression
(Lalalalala, lalalalala)
I have a fake depression