paralyzed

[00:00.24] Every day's a vicious cycle, and I'm stuck on repeat
[00:04.05] I've been overmedicating, waiting, praying for peace
[00:07.32] I guess it's death or deliverance, but it's not up to me
[00:10.97] 'Cause the devil's dealing cards and he's playing for keeps
[00:14.98] Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
[00:18.60] "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
[00:22.34] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm)
[00:25.60] Paralyzed
[00:28.27] Out of body and out of mind
[00:30.06] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[00:32.77] Terrified
[00:34.97] Think that I might be outta time
[00:36.84] Now I need a lifeline
[00:39.20] I'm calling
[00:40.14] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[00:43.60] I try to scream, is this a dream
[00:46.42] Or am I paralyzed?
[00:50.93] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[00:58.14] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[01:07.75] Wish I could say that it's denial, that it's not what it seems
[01:11.31] Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat
[01:15.16] Adrenaline kicks in once again
[01:16.78] Never gonna win, it depletes me
[01:18.66] Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease
[01:22.09] I'm still here
[01:22.67] Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
[01:26.05] "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
[01:29.78] Night after night, oh, I'm losing patience
[01:33.24] Fight for your life, it's the war I'm waging
[01:36.82] Paralyzed
[01:39.02] Out of body and out of mind
[01:41.08] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[01:43.77] Terrified
[01:46.14] Think that I might be outta time
[01:48.16] Now I need a lifeline
[01:50.05] I'm calling
[01:51.24] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[01:54.70] I try to scream, is this a dream
[01:57.36] Or am I paralyzed?
[02:01.91] (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
[02:12.48] Pinned down, tied up, I've sealed my fate
[02:15.63] The perfect murder
[02:17.98] With my own blade
[02:25.01] (With my own blade)
[02:26.81]
[02:33.54] Paralyzed
[02:35.82] Out of body and out of mind
[02:38.01] I'm lost in the fight or flight
[02:40.76] Terrified
[02:43.06] Think that I might be outta time
[02:45.15] Now I need a lifeline
[02:47.21] I'm calling
[02:47.97] Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
[02:51.72] I try to scream, is this a dream
[02:54.39] Or am I paralyzed?
[02:58.83] Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-
[03:05.82] Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-
[03:12.77] Paralyzed
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