So It Was All for Nothing

And I've done some things that I understand
So you act like I don't even exist
Though you know me like the back of your hand
That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist
That's why I'm swerving in my car off a fifth
That's why I'm slurring all these words you'll forget
And in the morning you'll be back with this shit
But not right now, right now

I hope it's hell with someone else
I hope it's hell with someone else
You stole my heart and made it cold
It turned to ice and then it melts
And all these drugs will never help, this bottle makes me hate myself
I've got my back against the wall
Feel like the sharpest knife I've ever felt

And I can't keep playing all these games
Made me think maybe things won't be the same
Last time I tried to blame myself
When I realize nothing ever change
So why the fuck do I wanna feel this pain
When I'm out here stuck within the rain
Stuck within the rain

And I've done some things that I understand
So you act like I don't even exist
Though you know me like the back of your hand
That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist
That's why I'm swerving in my car off a fifth
That's why I'm slurring all these words you'll forget
And in the morning you'll be back with this shit
But not right now, right now

And I've done some things that I understand
So you act like I don't even exist
Though you know me like the back of your hand
That's why it hurt me like the scars on my wrist (Scars on my wrist)
(Scars on my wrist, scars on my, scars on my, scars on my wrist)