Phlegm

[00:29.08] I fought too hard to numb the pain
[00:31.44] I just can't risk going back again
[00:34.19] Existing in delusion
[00:36.54] Just can't find the solution
[00:39.44] There's no solution, I grind my teeth to dust
[00:44.19] Because I'm sick of always acting so tough
[00:45.59] This cloud of misery hanging over my head
[00:48.55] Has got me screaming for the end
[00:51.64] Has got me screaming from the rafters
[00:57.51] Let's not forget, let's not pretend
[01:04.63] This sinking feeling in my chest
[01:11.66] Has got me a panic away from death
[01:13.75] Some days I lack the motivation to get up onto my feet
[01:19.25] Some days I can't see straight so I miss what's happening
[01:24.50] These lines in front of my blur
[01:29.56] These sounds erupt as if everything is trying to be heard
[01:36.00] I cannot live, I cannot die
[01:44.89] These thoughts are like having razors in your brain
[01:50.46] I just cannot see fucking why
[01:56.68] Can't stop the bleeding, can't stop the pain
[02:01.37] I fought too hard to numb the pain
[02:04.32] I just can't risk going back again
[02:07.22] Existing in delusion
[02:09.67] Just cant find the solution
[02:12.86] There's no solution, I grind my teeth to dust
[02:17.34] Because I'm sick of always acting so tough
[02:18.47] This cloud of misery hanging over my head
[02:22.41] Has got me screaming for the end
[02:24.97] Has got me screaming from the rafters
[02:33.28] Let's not forget, let's not pretend
[02:38.66] This sinking feeling in my chest
[02:44.85] Has got me a panic away from death
[02:48.73] Losing my grip, my mind slips
[02:52.64] I slip back into a state of dissociation
[03:00.80] Escape the panic, escape the stress
[03:05.68] I just can't deal with the world, the paranoia just won't rest
[03:15.44] I cannot live, I cannot die
[03:26.19] I've been awake for days
[03:39.33] My body's giving out and I feel ashamed
[03:50.78] My mind is buckling from the weight
[03:56.81] The paranoia is in my veins
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