fish tank (demo)

I've been in the fish tank all week
You've been peering in at me
Showing off your accolades
Showing off your pretty teeth
I felt this sense of fuzziness
The sense I don't belong
The sense that everything I've done
Has been so bad and wrong
Feeling like a frantic kid
Who still fully believes in magic
Bookmarking manifestation
Checking spam notification
When does the fog lift
When does the trick end
When do I stop feeling freakish in a room full of my closest friends
When does the noise stop
When do my eyes close
When does the shoe drop
When do I get home