Tame (Instrumental)

[00:24.12] I'm no longer simple enough to write like this
[00:25.98] My words are tripping and I force feed situations in spite of it
[00:29.58] I know I'm not getting calmer
[00:31.30] It must be a loss of talent
[00:33.10] An ugly ego eating an inner child
[00:34.96] That's trying to find a balance
[00:35.83] I keep growing
[00:37.76] I keep growing into something
[00:39.52] Older and loving less, an embarrassment
[00:40.46] Playing in with what I'm crumbling
[00:42.25] I watch, you don't talk much, I know it
[00:44.98] It's numbing
[00:45.87] Argued meaning into human reactions
[00:47.66] But this shit isn't funny
[00:48.57] It's falling
[00:50.36] Like how solid my misplacement is
[00:51.22] Or distaste in arrangements
[00:53.01] Placed onto faces with
[00:54.85] Sincerity scraped too thin to balance out expression
[00:57.54] Obviously awkward and self respect, an emotional look of guessing
[01:00.28] And you have the nerve to judge me
[01:02.05] Looking past your imperfections
[01:03.99] I'm tired
[01:04.82] You don't grow up, you grow old and continue to be tested
[01:07.58] It taught me there's nothing left to learn
[01:09.34] Perfect grammar or misspelled words
[01:11.18] Your paper will still burn
[01:12.95] My heart won't stop skipping
[01:14.74] You'll never start seeing
[01:16.57] You'll continue to think I'm losing it
[01:17.47] I'll question my own meaning
[01:19.25] You'll start to think I'm crazy
[01:21.07] This pain will never leave my chest
[01:21.96] I'll die surrounded by gluttony and friends who've left
[01:24.65] Nothing's forever
[01:25.56] So it feels strange
[01:26.42] You see there's more here than anger
[01:28.39] Miscommunication and gluttony
[01:30.13] Distancing self is more comforting
[01:31.95] Catching parts of me tumbling
[01:32.84] Chin on calloused palms wondering
[01:34.68] It's this or death?
[01:35.53] Maybe my friends should have left
[01:37.32] All these pieces are the same
[01:39.14] Muffled face, screaming you shouldn't be close to me
[01:40.90] I'm hungry
[01:41.88] Never bare teeth, the war resolving is homely
[01:43.67] I'm a horrible expression to control, who wish hope on nobody
[01:46.32] Reprising thoughts of red like this is goin' to my head
[01:49.93] They said they want a poet
[01:51.72] They said they want a rapper
[01:52.61] They said I haven't proven I'm either
[01:54.59] I say I don't have to
[01:56.31] Nothing left to judge me but insecurities and shame
[01:59.03] Lust, excuses, or blame
[02:01.77] They want me tame
[02:38.75] Check
[02:44.62] Check, check, check
[02:46.42] Check, check, check
[02:51.88] This is a face and the friend's cry when it makes you
[02:55.59] Frown and smile, aggression breaks and I hate you
[02:58.20] Life is pass dumb and deaf, so what you regret to see
[03:01.83] Fight how you want motherfucker, you'll never be next to me
[03:04.56] I hate this plain and groups blend and challenge argue pain
[03:07.26] Cyanide, narcissistic, crumbling I remove my name
[03:10.89] Hate in bones and ache until I set you free
[03:12.62] Anger's a gift but it seem you'll never let me be
[03:16.28] Basic and wanting argued expression and bluffing
[03:18.98] Better than what's left, the pressure get it off my chest
[03:22.66] Judging and comforting drooling marching toward a bleed
[03:25.33] I'm a challenging glutton, my knuckles force my greed
[03:28.03] Like kill them all, let no one break skin
[03:30.74] Regret is on me
[03:32.07] I let them live and smiles
[03:32.35] Swarm me, they want to argue peace
[03:35.09] Pause and fake senses, insecurities, shame
[03:37.78] Lust, excuses, blame
[03:39.53] They want me tame
[03:42.86] They want me tame
[03:46.40] They want me tame
[03:49.17] They want me tame
[03:52.88] They want me
[03:55.51] They want me
[03:59.17] They want me
[04:01.80] They want me
[04:05.45] You'll never see inside this
[04:06.94] Untame
[04:07.85] Believe in a lesson
[04:08.77] Gaining more popularity
[04:09.67] Ugly power and aggression
[04:11.44] Face arranging same patterns
[04:13.27] Too familiar and testing
[04:14.17] In judgement listing and jaded watch
[04:16.89] Thinking your less than
[04:17.83] I'm getting to hurtful and hungry
[04:19.63] Uninspired in my guesses
[04:20.58] Breaking in everyone's weakness
[04:22.36] But [?] question
[04:23.22] Mistake and insecurity
[04:25.08] Stop analyzing my sentence
[04:26.82] Slaving my hard, [?] and strain
[04:28.66] Hatred confessing
[04:29.50] You'll never see me smile again
[04:31.37] Not like i once was
[04:33.13] Childish friendship ending in intrusive laughter
[04:34.96] After enough
[04:35.86] It's bringing you down ma
[04:37.61] You sound so drained
[04:39.49] Unwilling to trust, and speaking
[04:40.73] It's sick, enslaved
[04:42.52] And I remembering how to say it
[04:44.37] I'm losing faith in friendships
[04:45.22] Family and fans, strangers stressed measuring tension
[04:48.83] Your lies you made me crazy
[04:50.64] No one can promise
[04:51.53] Breaking my try
[04:53.39] Fine then lets just be honest
[04:54.29] You think you want a poet, or affection
[04:57.09] But after, you'll eat any weakness
[04:58.86] Or anger and hate laughter
[05:00.66] I'll take it
[05:01.53] My face will serve as home for blame and hatred
[05:03.34] Did not shown a lone expression
[05:06.04] Evil is an impatience
[05:06.92] I'm wasting
[05:07.87] Just pains and stressed
[05:09.78] Stare anxious, speak hardly
[05:10.60] Waking a mess, ugly with frustration
[05:13.34] Nothing left to give
[05:14.21] All this anger and sentence
[05:16.07] Crumbling in confusion
[05:16.96] Broke sick of alcohol and friendships
[05:18.77] You're basic, I'm crazy
[05:20.57] Bear arms and box reality
[05:22.34] Can't feel conscious with complements
[05:24.11] Still faulting in honesty
[05:25.93] Faking in weakness, being judged in and out
[05:27.70] Scars on a naked body, standing with open mouths
[05:31.32] So angry it numbs me
[05:33.13] So aggressive with how
[05:34.34] They want me to wither
[05:36.14] Don't let yourself wither now
[05:37.91] Faith, friendships, hatred, pain
[05:40.66] Lust, excuses, shame
[05:43.38] They want me tame
[05:46.96] Tame
[05:50.59] Tame
[05:53.47] Tame
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